Listening to friend’s horror story about errors during work yesterday and now I’m living in my own workplace horror story.
I’m a person that will cry easily, no matter how hard I’m learning not to be too Toufu. I don’t want to break down in front of my superior. It’s very unprofessional, I find it.
I take it as my fault..as I couldn’t recall when I told her about it. Did I tell her? or my mind thinks that I told her but actually she didn’t get the message. Screw my communication skills.
Happening on a friday night might be a lucky thing. I don’t have to face the office on the next day. I felt bad letting down the people that trusted me. Talk about trust issues. I can’t even handle such a small project. Imagine handling the largest private broadcast provider…Lagi kelam-kabut I think.
Problems always happen when I’m in the communication chain…sure got misunderstanding because of what came out from my mouth. I find myself to be the ‘batu api’ indirectly in a communication chain, causing the other parties to be mad at each other.
I know these is a normal process in life…there are many more hurdles and much larger problem in life. Probably its not a big deal to some of you guys out there……but at these moment I just want to weep in a corner. Maybe I am a coward.
